Its happened again. I've become so attached to a person, to some one I truly love and now I have to have them torn out of my hands.
You've learned from experience today that the day before I leave a place I've been for awhile, I get disgustingly upset.
I am going to miss you. I already do. I'm going to miss seeing you everyday. Im going to miss our subtle inside jokes. The way your body feels against mine when I hug you like a 6 year- old. Or the way you smell when I nuzzle beside your neck. Im going to miss your smile and the way it lights up my day. And the way it feels to slowly run my fingers through your hair and slightly caress your ear. And the way your lips feel soft and your mustache so prickly when you kiss me. I'm going to miss seeing your eyes light up when you say those magic words: "I love you". I am surely going to miss the ay your eyes melt my soul like a cool mint flavor. But most of all, I'm going to miss you (and Mr. Hulk).
It sucks because i never want to leave you. All day today I was a bit upset and down so i apologize. I just love you so much that I NEVER want to lose you.
I love the way you look me in the eyes and be a man, I love the way you don't care what anyone thinks because we are a cute couple! I love you! And I am going to miss you saying "You should stay over here tonight…. I want to marry you" (i really do!).
I want to make sure I stay in contact with you every single day this break. Because it scares me, a lot can happen in a month. But I can't wait to start another year with you by my side, I am so thankful and I love you I wish i could show it sometimes.
I know i am going to miss you because I hate goodbyes, especially the person I think the world go :) Im going to make you so many things over break Ill max out your room.
Anyway, I'll get to bed now, I have to wake up early. Jut a quick side note: When/ if we get marries. ALWAYS kiss me goodnight.
Ps. What i especially loved about today was who you brought me up to the monogram and played "If its the beaches" Our first kiss. In the same place it happened. With the first guy i truly loved. "I am going to miss you"- and thats when the flood gates opened.
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