Happy 3 month!
There are two things I love next to you.
1) this giraffe laying on my neck.
2) Finding Neverland.
That movie never fails to bring tears to my eyes. Every time I watch it, I am reminded more and more of why I love it so much. I've always been a philosophical kind of gal and was always fascinated by people such as Aristotle or C.S Lewis. I have to say that Finding Neverland is up there with these philosophical geniuses in my book. I can't help but think that movie was one of the many things to give me hope.
Over the summer when everything was happening between us, it was that movie that made me think so differently of you. The thoughts oh having an imagination and go being a dreamer with a reality check. "they fins a glimmer of happiness in this world and they have to destroy it." Some of these quotes made me love you so unconditionally. "Just? What an awful phrase. Thats like saying he can't climb that mountain, he's just a man; or thats not a diamond, thats just a rock." it was that route that made my heart break whenever you would put yourself down and think nothing of yourself because it is that hope, that lack of a "just" that makes a faith in something worth fighting for.
When you called me this morning after church to say happy 3 month,that was exactly what i needed to hear. The past few days I started to loose that hope and immediately became depressed not being at school and not having the money to go anywhere.
hearing you be so happy on the phone immediately lifted up my spirits and made me want to do things and hear you say you miss me was like a soft his to my heart. Seeing that happiness reminds me all the time of the joy of imagination and hope that Finding Neverland gives me and the internal joy of knowing that I am not of this world.
I have to yet to finish your birthday car so i need to finish it in the morning but i think i know how i want to end it. with a smile and a kiss as a thank you for making me believe in hope again.
No comments:
Post a Comment