One more day and my youth/ teenage years passes on to Neverland.
Man I am way too obsessed with my favorite movie.
To be honest, it is actually actually 12:05 am on 12/17 right now because I fell asleep and I got depressed because no one said Happy Birthday to me yet.
I know that sounds a bit trife, but that is literally the biggest thing i look forward to on my birthday.
Everyone keeps asking if I am excited to be turning 20 and yes I am but I wish i was spending it with my friends and my favorite person in the world (that would be you). it just seems as if its being really spread out and gifts, parties and happy birthdays aren't really happening.
but i like Birthdays.
Anyway, I know the reason I get so upset about my birthday this year is because all i want for my birthday and for Christmas is hug from you.
I know i kind of sound like i want a pit party and that is kind of what it sounds like for the past few days once I realized I will have no one for my birthday. Bu I hate being alone. This is probably one of those times I need to suck it up and make the best out of an awkward/bad situation but I guess we'll see how it goes tomorrow.
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