I have to admit that i actually wrote this one the next morning because of the long drive. But may I just say that was an incredible drive, long but i was with you!
There was a part where we got cranky and started a little discussion but it turned out well. It was about changing my music to yours because you were getting tired. Im not going to lie, I was a little upset about it because just as much as music was a major part of your life , so was it of mine. There were songs that I haven't heard for awhile, songs that define myself and obviously I didn't want to chance that. But you an see though my transparent emotions and saw how upset i was and knew that you hurt me. By then didn't care but me being stupid you wanted to talk through it with me and I have a horrific communication skill. "I'm not dating you like I've dated all those other girls. We never talked through things and they resented me. See what good that got me?"
Im sorry i don't communicate how I feel. I think thats just my way of making sure everything is good, so i musk my emotions. I am going to work on it, I am going to fail at times but just like you, I don't want this relationship to fail. I want to love you, respect you and most of all communicate with you. we are both immature in this relationship and we don't know what we're doing but i need to learn if something is bothering me to tell you. You may not agree but you will listen.
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